Before Me you are a slug in the sun. You are privy to a great Becoming and you recognize nothing. You are an ant in the afterbirth. It is in your nature to do one thing correctly: before Me you rightly tremble. Fear is not what you owe Me, Lounds, you and the other pismires. You owe Me awe.


sometimes I get sad but then the world does this and everything’s okay

'Demons are like obedient dogs; they come when they are called.' 
— Remy de Gourmont.

I never felt the urge to jump off a bridge, but there are times I have wanted to jump out of my life, out of my skin.

Note to self: He left, he’s not coming back, and life will continue to go on. Just breathe. It will all be okay.


"Architecture and Morality" (2004)
by Glenn Brown


Haider Ackermann S/S 2015 backstage | Ph. Morgan O’Donovan


Seon Hwang for Ceci Korea May 2014


My balcony looks like an abandoned place //

An Earth divided by layers.

Never trust a survivor,” my father used to warn me, “until you find out what he did to stay alive.

Kurt Vonnegut, Bluebeard (via vonnegutphile)



Left Cape Cod this morning at 4:00 am in the middle of a tropical storm. So thankful for an awesome week spent with great people. Ready to get back to Nashville to write some music, take some photos, and turn 20. Woo.

I spent the weekend with blueeyedfreckler and we ended up going to A&E because I managed to bite my tongue so badly it didn’t stop bleeding for two hours.